I have been thinking about this a lot lately, because lately I have been asked this a lot. I don't know what that means really.... hopefully it means that people are taking notice of my artwork, but I never paint with the intent of getting noticed, its just a nice bonus for an extroverted young artist in Southern California.
I digress...
So as I was in class the other day it hit me while I was painting a model very ugly and abstract like.
I will be the first one to admit that I do not have a lot of skill, if any when it comes to drawing or painting realistically. I have always been drawn to abstract and never put in the time to really take the time and effort to practice my drawing skills. I mean I am not drawing stick figures or anything, but don't expect the da vinci like paintings to come out of this hand anytime soon....
I digress again....
So I asked myself, why am I painting this way? There has to be some kind of unknown emotional feeling or something that is pushing me to paint large gestural strokes and blurry images. The answer is:
I completely dislike pure beauty, furthermore I have discovered that this is a direct result and reflection of my environment and attitude to my surroundings. Our country is heading into an ugly place:
Job loss, economic crisis, corporate bailouts, ponzi schemes, foreclosures etc etc
For the most part, my little town I live in and has at least seemingly appeared to bumble right along as if everything is still tip top. But everything is not all right, and I suppose my paintings are a way of exposing that. My paintings are mirrors for the beautiful people to look through.
My art history teacher said that good art is a reflection of society of the time of the artist. For the first time I think my paintings do just that....